Just because phineas and ferb marathon, I’m crying. I can’t explain. Honestly I can but you may think I’m a childish although I don’t care if you would judge me anything. Suddenly I don’t wanna grow up, I wanna stay young and die young. Sounds creepy… What phineas and ferb did to me… All I wanna do is crying. I don’t want to go out, celebrate new year, party all night long. No please I don’t want it now :’( my father seems to be curious seeing me silent and no complain something. I want everything in my mind exist… That’s all I want. Maybe Phineas and Ferb is a bad influence for me. No! I’m not just wanting Perry. I want… *the script has been deleted by writer* I promise myself to over it but in fact I’m still in…this situation